This was the first track of mine that I was really happy with.
Holes was written in 2002

Lyrics

I have holes in me and if you look carefully enough you’ll see my scars
They take forever to heal coz everytime that I see you it starts to peel away
And every word that you should say but don’t is just killing me
This pain it burns then scars then peels from a feeling that you could never feel
From a feeling you could never feelAnd I,
I’ve got nothing left to write about anymore
I’ve got nothing left to live for
Now that all’s been said and done
Now that you’re gone, now that you’re gone
Now that you’re gone
You’re gone for good

In 5 years time you’ll be on my mind I know
I have a slight problem with letting go
But you were something that I expected to have my whole life
You just got up to leave and now my heart is like a sieve
Coz all the memories of you that just won’t go
Are burning little holes all over my body

And I,
I’ve got nothing left to write about anymore
I’ve got nothing left to live for
Now that all’s been said and done
Now that you’re gone, now that you’re gone
Now that you’re gone
You’re gone for good

I never wanted anything more than just to be there for you
I never thought that it would end like this thought it would always be us two
I never asked for anything more than just for you to stay
I never dreamed that something that meant so much could ever end up this way, I’m so in pain

I’ve moved on and on and on and on and on
But I’ve never let go of this love

credits

from Shelley Segal EP, released 01 June 2009
Guitar: Daniel Ruggiero
Bass: Kristoff Lajoie
Drums: Darren Seknow
Recorded and produced by Josh Abrahams at Fishtank Studios