Track 47 was written in 2002.

lyrics

How is fair that you don’t care enough to see if I’m ok?
How is fair that you don’t care enough to say sorry?
But I won’t despair coz I know in some part of your heart
The memory of us will always be there

Do you know how it feels to mean nothing to someone who is the basis of your every thought and dream, it’s harder than it seems

God I’m so sick of this obsession
46 songs, this’ll be 47
And all of these songs through all of these years
Have done nothing to take away my tears
They’ve done nothing to make you remember
And nothing to help me forget

When I die I hope that you grieve for me
Like I grieved for you, I hope that you bleed for me too
When I die I hope you can’t sleep because of me
Like I could never sleep because of you

And can’t you hear?
I’m singing bout the same damn thing
Can’t you hear?
I’m singing bout the same damn thing
Can’t you hear?
Or are you as sick of hearing about him as I am?
You can’t hear
These voices in my head
Reminding me of his name with every single breathe

I hope they play this song everywhere
Till you can’t get me out of your head

credits

from Shelley Segal EP, released 01 June 2009
Guitar: Daniel Ruggiero
Bass: Kristoff Lajoie
Drums: Darren Seknow
Recorded and produced by Josh Abrahams at Fishtank Studios